Suddenly it occurred to me that I had not come to the Nuggets for several years, and I felt that I had left all my youth here.

On a whim today, I would like to post a personal summary of 2021 for comfort.

Here is the full text.

Today is the last day of 2021. Talk about yourself.

This year, I “left the technical post | full-time we media” year.

Twelve words summary: made some small money, but not enough to turn over.

As a donkey who has been grinding, I felt tired and weak throughout 2021. After thinking for a long time, I thought it was because there was a carrot missing in front of my eyes. Moving forward needs power, no matter how strong the self-drive force needs love, when the fire of love disappears, the donkey will be confused, I keep turning around, what is it for?

When I first started social media, I was an inferior, useless little boy who was overjoyed with every attention and “like” I got. I still remember when the first article came out, I stared at the red dots constantly popping up on my phone and thought my phone was broken.

Later, when I went to Beijing, I was a child who was not recognized and trusted by my family. I tried my best to make money and found my sense of presence and driver when bosses competed for my offer. Every time I came back home, I would open my bank account and show off to my family, “Mom, look, your son has earned money.

But, perhaps old, perhaps old, and experienced in some sordid and dark infighting, I feel that the game of life has reached a point where it is not interesting. I can’t find my carrot.

When I look around me, there are no attractive people to lead me, no exciting new opportunities to inspire me. I feel like I’ve done everything I can and nothing I can do is really impossible.

At this time, the best solution instead is to go back to the origin, start to zero, like the valley, let the body’s senses back to the infant period, get rid of all the enjoyment and experience, self brainwashing into the original worthless state. Admit that you can’t, face your mediocrity, and start again.

Every progress should be applauded, every spin watched from the corner. You turn on the light and see clearly that it’s your face.

Turn inward and seek the only solution. Mentally stuff yourself with a carrot.

It was a private message from a fan friend that made me decide to go back to being a programmer.

Seeing this wechat message, the feeling of deja vu came back. It seems like just yesterday that I was obsessed with technology and worked overtime day and night to catch up with the progress of the project.

I replied to him, in fact, you already have the answer in your heart, my suggestion is to choose the quick hand, graphite directly excluded. In addition, I do not mix front-end circle for a long time, only a little cognition, only for reference.

Brothers, I am back, and so is your youth!

Before the summer solstice of 2011, I just started programming; At the end of 2021, I made a comeback. I thought I was done, but in 2022, I’ll be back.

Suddenly, it has been ten years since I graduated.

Ten years ago, I wanted to be a man at the top of the food chain and a strong man in life forever. After 10 years, it’s just to live in the moment and cherish every day.

You will find that time speeds up after graduation because all life’s subjects are open to you. No one tells you what to learn at 25 or what to do at 26. There are no exams and people are constantly making different choices than you.

In fact, in college, you should have a sense of independent life, learn to plan early, rather than wait until no one tells you what to do after graduation, start planning your own life.

When you don’t know what to do, the easiest way is to imitate, imitate the life of others, the so-called learning from better people.

Even without “we media” telling us what success is, we can paint a rough picture of a successful person.

Summing up the experience of the past year, it is really not recommended that you do “we media” full-time, unless your “we media” has developed into a certain scale and your income is guaranteed, or that is to say, the stage of eating a single for a year.

Do we media is too difficult, sometimes like constipation, so that half a day can not suppress.

Later, I realized that we media can’t be your main business. You must have other main business so that you can have endless topics. Otherwise, it’s easy to run out of ideas.

There is a law of conservation of energy in physics, and the same applies to people. You can output as much as you have experience and skills.

That’s one of the reasons I came back to code farming.

Doing “we media” for more than a year, I found a rule: if you are praised all the time, it is doing tepid. But if you hear a variety of voices, it means your video has gone viral.

Do you understand the nature of human nature?

On the last day of 2021, I reinstalled boss Zhipin after uninstalling it for a year.

This time, is really ye Qing back!

I refreshed my resume and added a few lines to my resume.

I felt like I was traveling back in time eight years ago, looking at my young face and saying to HR:

“Hello, I am applying for the position of front end engineer, here is my resume.”