“Live up to the time, the creation of non-stop, this article is participating in 2021 year-end summary essay competition”

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Yes, people can die.

I often forget, or rather I seldom remember, that people can die. More seriously, I seldom remember that I am human, and that I too am mortal. As I always wondered when I was a student: What is the meaning of life? Now I rarely think about this problem, the current state is no goal, life, work, life, work muddle through. After graduation, I feel that time is very fast, because every day is always in a cycle of the same day. Maybe because of “entertainment to death”, maybe because the current situation of the society is too “impatient”, too “utilitarian”, too “mercenary”, but the responsibility of the party is their own, adults can not always find external causes, or should be removed “always”.

I haven’t stopped to think for a long time. I have to write code, read books, read articles, play games, take care of my kids, watch TV shows, movies, anime and listen to music. Anxious programmer midlife crisis is coming, should have a side business, should strengthen learning? Do not know how to step by step to the present, not up or down, once despised the work is now how “really sweet”, only by the society, by the life of the people understand. Think back to have unwilling, do not know when to start the confusion, really like a dream, like inception said, when dreaming, do not know where to come in, this is not like a dream? I wonder if there is anyone like me who was full of ambition in his youth and full of fighting spirit in his youth. Where the fuck is he?

We’re all learning useful things, like how to do a good front end, how to do a good back end, but it’s just a way to make a living, do we really want to live a life? XDM, do you have any ideas? Is there a time to calibrate the next life clock? Graduation for a long time, the spiritual home of humanity is increasingly barren, how many young people have “backbone”? Show me a paw. Today suddenly remembered, people will die, alive is to do what again?

Schopenhauer said: life is meaningless, a person is a mass of desire, not satisfied with the pain, satisfied with boredom, life is like a pendulum, swinging in pain and boredom, the end is death, life is nothing at all.

Yes, life is meaningless. Also, people will die, as if very pessimistic.

It’s even worse if life is presupposed to have meaning. For example, in the old days, women were endowed with the meaning of life, namely, caring for husband and raising children, following the four virtues, and being a royal woman. You have nothing to do with your life.

In this sense, the lack of meaning in life is the best thing to be thankful for. We should live up to our youth and pursue the meaning and mission that we have given ourselves.

Meaning is given, even if the destiny of life is “arranged”. For example, in a Japanese animated film, the title of the film forgets that a royal woman is used as a tool for political marriage. She says that the fate to be arranged is not miserable, but depends on how you look at it. Like the movie “Life is Beautiful,” you can look at everything with hope and wait for the last tank to arrive.

No matter what you are going through, believe that everything is for the best, be optimistic, hope, keep moving forward, and good things are coming.

And this meaning, who can not give you, can only be excavated from their own heart. People always have to look forward, often think of “people are going to die” these words, think about how to live.

This article doesn’t feel like a summary of 2021. It feels like a summary of my life. If you have the same thinking, welcome to leave a message.