It’s been a year so soon. It seems like yesterday.
2019 was a year of failure for me, with nothing to show for it. Everything you strive for ends in failure. Busy, like ants, mechanical efforts to survive. It seems like I’ve been so busy since I started working, but I don’t see any results, and I don’t make any money. Not just in the past year, but looking back on most of my life, I’ve been a failure.
Look at the IT blog I write. IT’s all about trifles, things that don’t fit in the hall, things that don’t fit in the scene. This means THAT I am not at the level of an architect or systems analyst. There’s a saying that you don’t get to be an architect because you’re at the architect level; It’s that you get in there, you get out there, and then you become an architect. This is reasonable, however, this depends on the circumstances, but the individual subjective, only to this aspect of efforts, desperately improve their level. Subjective awareness is important. No one else, only their own approval.
2019 was said to be a bad year for the economy, a bad year for the company, a terrible year for performance, and another round of organizational changes. Next year is bound to be even tougher, and you may have to find a new employer. Even if I manage to do it for another year, where is the future? Having a Plan B in life, to me, is more like a swear word.
I understand that work is just work. For mediocre people, in the initial stage of socialism, work is just a means to make a living. Don’t get too involved. I often feel anxious that I am not capable enough to do a good job. However, work is a team, so don’t always take the responsibility on yourself, and you can’t afford it. Always keep your purpose in mind, separate business from business, and do your best to achieve both. Do your best, but don’t be ashamed. You can also be more open-minded.
Well, always keep your purpose in mind. The above.