“Live up to the time, the creation of non-stop, this article is participating in 2021 year-end summary essay competition”

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Let me tell you something about my life this year, and for the most part, both pain and surprise. Let’s start with my introduction, a dual non-undergraduate Java backend with very bad algorithms.

January to April

In the first half of 2021, I was preparing for my internship as a senior. Experienced a lot of written tests, but in fact, they are not very ideal, no matter big or small factories, how to give interview opportunities. But Baidu Beauty group seven niuyun, these factories still gave me this kind of double non dish chicken an interview opportunity, but “unfortunately” is that I have not.

Unfortunately, on the one hand with the preparation of the content and the interviewer is not quite consistent with the relevant, in fact, is to comfort their excuse. Generally speaking, or their own ability is not strong enough, no matter from the algorithm or the interview, are not fully prepared, may have been thinking about opportunistic, at this time get bad results.

Knowledge is to precipitate, too utilitarian, in order to interview and targeted review a point, the growth of their own is very limited, even through a clever side, there are two, three, will eventually expose their own shortcomings and problems.

By the time I realized this, I was basically depressed. The exhaustion and stress were overwhelming me. Why is there so much pressure? As a double non-undergraduate, I have no awards and no articles. If I haven’t had internship experience in a big factory, my autumn admission will be basically out of the big factory. Java backend such a volume of the situation, graduate students catch a handful, MY kind of chicken where there is an opportunity to interview. The more I think, the more depressed I feel, especially when I think of every interview, I feel sorry for my efforts.

On may

There’s always a twist in a novel, or I wouldn’t be doing another one here.

Because before finally recognize their own, so ruthlessly closed precipitation for a month. Most of the previous knowledge is too scattered, after this precipitation, let them become a system, my understanding on a small step. Combined with the complementary algorithm and previous interview experience, I thought I could easily handle the internship interview, but sadly, the summer internship of the big factory had ended by this time, which meant THAT I had no chance to interview again.

At this time, NetEase gave me an opportunity, so I am very grateful for this opportunity, this opportunity should change my life. The HR of NetEase Media called me and invited me for an interview, so I started the interview. Their mentality has been exercised, plus the knowledge system is also ready to be able to be a relatively easy interview. Big factory internship, unexpectedly so easy let me get, I feel incredible, excited can not get excited, before the blow is still a bit serious. A week after the interview, I was on my way to Beijing.

Now think carefully, if NetEase really did not give me this opportunity, I might really have no chance with Dachang, the trajectory of life may be changed. This experience has led my life in the direction I hope and predict. I don’t think it’s my ability that should be so, I just think I’m luckier than the average student. The future life also let me know more clearly that luck is far more important than ability.

June to August

As an intern at NetEase, there was no training of new recruits. Maybe IT was because I had rich project experience. Basically, I started to make an urgent demand the next day. NetEase is a very strange Internet company. The atmosphere is very relaxed, and the work pressure is not so great that I have nothing to do after I finish what I need to do, and I would rest for several days at a time. I also took the initiative to ask for some requirements, but in fact there are not many requirements at all, can not distinguish, I feel that I have not learned some in-depth business, or quite anxious.

After all this time off, you gotta do something. I will basically brush the questions on the force buckle, because I know that my biggest weakness is the algorithm, but because I just came to the internship, I have no motivation to learn the algorithm, at least compared with the previous EMO period, the efficiency is much lower. During this period, I also started to write articles and blogs on the Nuggets, utilitarian point of view, in order to be more advantageous in the future autumn recruitment, but after writing for so long, I found that the feeling of exporting knowledge to be learned by others is actually very good, and blogging has become a habit. In the past three months, approaching the autumn recruitment, my colleagues in business writing are also supplementing their knowledge system, which I think has greatly improved in breadth and depth.

From August to October

Autumn recruitment period, is a sad experience. At that time, there was little business and I had enough time to prepare for interviews. I usually attack big factories and take small ones, but the situation is not very ideal (I have not ideal). For my weak algorithm, most of them were folded in the written test, and only Ali and Didi passed the written test in Dachang.

I am very confident about my business and interview, and the fact is true, ALI didi technology three aspects I am very easy to pass, even in the interview handwriting algorithm, my algorithm base is also able to deal with. But the sad thing is, both of my families ended up on the HR side. I know that Ali HR has a veto right. After being dismissed by HR, I was transferred to another post and then met again. As a result, I was speechless, which made me have a very bad impression on Ali.

Autumn recruitment is not successful, I have even prepared to go to a small factory (don’t ask why can’t become a full-time employee in NetEase, my work in that department is not enough for others to do). Turning point came again, didi issued a make-up recruitment invitation, Kuaishou issued a written invitation. I am also more thrilling to get their offer, is thrilling, in fact, only their heart is very excited, has been waiting for their phone notice, this is the most suffering. Especially kuaishou, hr after more than a month of no news, so I thought I was cold.

I still remember how excited I was when I got the oral offer from Kuaishou. It was my first offer. The four years in college have finally paid off. I know that my ability is mediocre and my level is limited. I also owe it to good luck to realize my dream of dachang. My dream in college has been to work in a big factory. When I realized it, I was very moved. When the dust settled, IT could be regarded as the perfect ending of college.

October to November

Rest, quit the work of NetEase, give yourself a big holiday. I also know that the future work will be very tired, I hope the university has no regrets, so I went back to school to rest for a long time.

On December

Forced to come in early to practice, open the book.

life

I think this year has changed me a lot. I feel more mature and have a better attitude. I do not only pay attention to study and work, but also take good care of my body and exercise during the period of returning to school.

I read a lot of books. In the first half of the year, I only focused on technical books, and in the second half of the year, I read a lot of novels and essays (not a lot, but more than I did before). Recently, I have no time to read books at work.

After working for so long, I have no interest in games and don’t want to pick them up. I prefer to sleep for a while.

The nuggets blog

In fact, I have a blog before, in a C station (Baidu pro dad blog), there the quality of the content we all understand.

So I decided to write some professional, high-quality articles for myself and everyone to see, plus I am too lazy to build a blog platform, so I chose nuggets.

As I said above, I was very utilitarian at the beginning, because the blog is a great interview advantage for us, we can write in the resume. Later on, I didn’t write it for the interview, because I found my article was really helpful to everyone and let everyone learn something. This kind of psychology is very strange. Maybe I like to teach others well and I feel very satisfied. So I started to play one more game every month (I played it for the first two months). I personally think the quality of the content is relatively high. Basically, it takes at least one day to write an article

Although I only read 5000, I did not writeClickbait or something eye-catching, stick to the original intention, to do some high-quality articles, I am very proud.

Future expectations

  1. Stable internship over, stable through the probation period, next year will not be laid off as a success
  2. Work or study technical books, I can learn more things, algorithms and so on to keep writing
  3. Health is the most important thing. No matter how busy you are with work and study, you should have a good rest and make sure you live a happy life.
  4. Save a little money, bear the financial burden of a grown man, no words.
  5. Read more and hope to increase the volume. The books I read recently are deep but slow.

summary

I think the most important thing in life is to be healthy and happy. Be content with what you have and never regret every choice you make. After all, bad luck can be a blessing in disguise. I am not so utilitarian now. I want to work for a better life, which is the place where I grow the most.