“Live up to the time, the creation of non-stop, this article is participating in 2021 year-end summary essay competition”

I just dawdled on the activity.

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At present is an ordinary front-end development, in a medium-sized ordinary company to work, nine to six, commuting for more than an hour, occasionally overtime occasionally mixed meal fill occasionally looking for bad reasons to leave. Every week has five days, if overtime is six days do not want to go to work. You get a sense of accomplishment when you have a weird need or a problem solved, but most of the time it’s just dawdling. Recently, I worked too much overtime, which caused insomnia. I told all the people I knew that I had to resign, but I didn’t take action because I didn’t have much savings.

I graduated in 2010 with a major in software engineering. I spent the first half of 20 years at home trying to finish the graduation project assigned by my tutor while thinking about what I wanted to do after graduation. As a matter of fact, in the second half of 19th year, because I was not sure about my future employment direction, I went to a smart home company as a testing intern for a period of time on the recommendation of my classmates, and also met many testing positions through autumn recruitment. Of course, I left the internship after two months (because the updated version of the game I wanted to play was so popular that I had to queue up every day after work to go online in my dormitory). He didn’t show up for his post. In March and April of 2015, the school urged me to get a job, because I did something related to machine learning. I had no relevant knowledge base before, and the whole process was both painful and painful, which completely exhausted my passion for these things. Then one day I saw the introduction of the course front-end Engineer on an online course website, only to find that the courses related to university are extremely backward. When I was in college, I used jquery+ PHP to write some movie ticket websites and management background to cope with my classes, which are not very useful today. So I followed the online courses and studied for almost two months. I went over the basic knowledge of the front end, learned VUE, went back to school to get the graduation certificate, and went home to find a job.

My first job was a 996 welfare company. Although I was required to work in the company for a long time, I had three meals and accommodation, two hours lunch break and one and a half hours dinner break. At the very beginning, I was assigned the functions of writing static official website and scanning code for web payment. Basically, I was in free-range mode. I watched videos and learned by myself without tasks. I thought I was supposed to be the worst person in the company, until I found out that the backend I connected to was going to use Int to store the user’s phone number ……………… The job didn’t last long, not even two months. I was laid off due to the restructuring of the company. To tell the truth, I was both happy and confused. I was happy that I finally did not have to face the weird colleagues and leaders of 996, and CONFUSED that I did not know what to do next. From this job, I realized that I didn’t seem to know how to do anything, so I started to suck.

Being laid off by my first company was a bit of a shock, to be honest, and it had a big impact on my career plans and reshaped some of my perceptions. To heal, I spent the better part of a year at home. Yes, I spent the better part of a year at home, from the late summer of ’20 to the early spring of’ 21. At the beginning of squatting at home, I played the game for two or three months. When I didn’t want to play, I began to learn. Still want to do front end, learn front end thing. Learn don’t want to learn, watch drama. This state continued until the beginning of December, when something happened that made me very uncomfortable.

It was a normal day, I went to the supermarket to buy some food at noon, when I came home, the door was not closed, my dog ran out, on a path was hit by an electric car, because people do not know whose dog it was picked up and threw into the grass, my mother and I found her the next day… Anyway, they buried her in the garden, burned her dog license and her favorite clothes. I still have a lot of pictures of her on my phone, and even now, after all this time, it’s hard to think about her. It is because of this matter THAT I told myself that I could not be so decadent. Then they kept learning until they left home to look for work after the Spring Festival.

Technically, I’ve had three jobs since the beginning of the year, but the first lasted less than four days. After I joined the company, I found that there was no personnel in the company, so I had to print the contract and send it to the headquarters by myself. The office was also made up of several desks, so I left the company without finishing my first week. The second job is to do “we media”, I can write a lot of Web apps, small programs and activity pages, to tell the truth, to improve skills in some aspects quite big? At least you learned a lot about CSS. But after a while, the company moved, so the commute from less than half an hour to one and a half hours, and I still needed to take pictures of my station to punch in, which was really painful for me. In addition, the company is ready to turn to other things, often take up the time off work meetings, soft request everyone to work overtime, not quite that atmosphere, left. Then I joined my current company.

It’s kind of funny. I’ve only been out of school for a little over a year and I’ve worked for four companies, and this one is the one I’ve stayed with the longest. In this company, not only did H5, nail app, big screen, but now we are working on a new project. In a state where you’re learning a lot, but you’re tired and bored. In the previous month, I had to work overtime very hard, and the demand was so urgent that I lost sleep every two days. Finally, due to unreasonable demand, I might partially overturn or even redo the work. And then the fatigue builds up, and now it’s on the verge of exploding.

Until December 18, 2021, that was pretty much my experience.

In fact, this year was also a year when I kept getting to know myself. After leaving home at the beginning of the year and traveling to three or four cities, I stayed in jiangsu, Zhejiang and Shanghai postal free zone for half a year. I find that I am not a very enthusiastic person, or that my enthusiasm only exists in the aspects THAT I am interested in. For the aspects that I am not interested in, I really can’t make up my mind to learn. To be honest, I’m not that enthusiastic about the front end, which is a shame to say, but I think I got this job and I haven’t been fired based on what I did in college, which saved me a lot of effort, but I don’t know how long IT takes. After working for a year, I am still the same as I was a year ago. I only know the basics and a framework, but I am still at the level of understanding other new things. Although I have contacted many projects, I have developed my own development mode, ideas and routines. I am still a pioneer in the company. When I get off work, unless the function is almost written out, I have been working for nearly half a year, and the average working time of Dingding punch card every month is strictly controlled at about 8 hours.

I don’t touch anything after work. I don’t know what I like to do, and I don’t know if I can support myself by not doing anything else. I think everyone has something they are good at and something they like. Some people can turn what they are good at into something they like. Some people can turn what they like into something they are good at. I should try to change my mind, try to be passionate about work, or something.

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So I hope I can make some changes in 2022. Develop some good habits and zest for life. The future is unknown, and I hope I can make a decision I don’t regret. Wrote so much, but are some of their own broken words, no professional knowledge of what, thank you to see here everyone!

It’s still early, but I wish you well in advance.

Happy New Year.