When I opened the document for the third time, IT was the second edition, but I still didn’t know how to start. The script and structure were also changed again and again. When I wrote it, it became a running account.
I stayed up all night today. When I was writing the Apple memo, I felt that the line spacing was too crowded and I couldn’t find how to adjust it. Don’t ask why you use Apple memos. Oh, you didn’t ask. That’s okay.
After writing, I suddenly found that the most difficult thing to write a summary is this year/last year is that year. Ps: This year means 21 years, last year means 20 years.
What have I been doing this year?
The main line is to escape troubles, just want to simply live. For the branch line, I worked hard, entered the police station, took an examination of the certificate for graduation, found a job and bought a house.
What were the big moments of the year & what actually happened.
1. Forced to shut down a project that had been running for more than two years
If others think you have done something bad that you could have done but didn’t do, they will “invite” you with a universal label and a large individual. Then they will knock on the door and drink tea, which is called “special thing”. Afterwards, they will also thank the group for not killing them. The payoff is probably a breakdown of trust and a breakdown of trust. Put in a photo. It’s ugly. It’s ugly.
2. Lost 10 catties
After shutting down the project, I had nothing to do. I lay in bed for about half a month relying on my roommate to “raise” me. Of course is not in this hungry thin, it is to want to look for things after nothing, then take before still rich when the fitness card that do, bought a pile of low calorie food, every day running and hungry successfully reduced 15 catties or so, now rebounded 5 catties or so.
3. Bought a house
I bought a house in my hometown and had to pay a mortgage for 20 years. In fact, I don’t want to buy it, because I’m under too much pressure. It was unbearable to feel like the future was shrinking again, literally as far as the eye could see.
Hiding for two months
In the summer vacation, I found a lonely place and stayed quietly for two months, lying down for two months, doing nothing, eating, sleeping and eating. I wanted to get rid of the “sense of crisis/pressure” and enjoy the last vacation belonging to my own. But the feeling of escape seems to be of no use, can not find the reason, or some reasons can not be changed but they can not deal with, leading to this feeling is more obvious.
5. Personal bankruptcy
This is the first time in more than 20 years feeling really out did not have money, although previous student life no money but not liabilities (regardless of the mortgages), even the tuition is borrowed (actually going to drag to after the internship, ao however roommate pay them (the head), cost of living also imbalances, is what I want to buy bullet can buy before, now is the bullet don’t starve to death.
What’s wrong with it
Low expectations/goals/lack of desire
Have low expectations of your goals and start giving up just as you reach your minimum goal. Enough is good: four words back a little, test papers do not understand, rely on luck over the graduation line (355) to give up to continue to back. Just use it: The data structure took a long time to look at and was deemed sufficient, C4D understood, SwiftUI understood, AngularJS wrote a simple demo, WebRTC.
Sense of crisis/pressure
Very inexplicable, escape, transfer, the effect is not ideal. The more you think about simplicity, the more there will be something not simple in front of you.
conclusion
Ups and downs: Ups and downs, flat ups and downs
Addiction: This year there are a few short things let me have addiction, one is to lose weight, one is to recite words, carefully summed up should be a continuous clock addiction.
You know more than you know.
Not very enthusiastic about many things.
Expectations & What are you going to do
Sense of crisis: continue to find in the source, only to find the problem to solve.
Bring up desire: Start by finding a hobby other than writing code and re-customize expectations.
Personal Output Summary
There are 5 posts in total this year, 10 fewer than last year’s 15. Please refer to the blog archive for details.
This year, about 3 new open source projects are respectivelyApplets component code to Vue components,By configuring the table component, (Github.com/notbucai/lo… 
Personal blog site summary
Another year of tinkering, still not satisfied with the speed of NUxt SSR, I tried next and it was just so-so and the global state was too difficult to use (probably my favorite), I’m going to try nuxT3 later.
Here is the operation data, no comparison of previous years, lazy.
Broken read
Here comes the personal crash.
This year, I did not read the flag set up last year. I feel that this year is more like something that “adults” should have compared to previous years, and things in previous years are trivial.
The first edition of the year-end summary is actually relative to this article to be more sad, the biggest title of the first edition is “nearly 24 years old, no goals”, now look back no wonder at that time to write a little write. Don’t ask why this is the title of the second edition, why didn’t you ask? That’s all right. The second joke is like the first joke, shit. Words of literature?
You don’t think I’m seriously ill. I’m a first-prize winner of the national Competition, a national scholarship, an upgrade-level score, president of the Association of Computer Students, a blogger, an Axios code contributor, and a studio corporation waiting to graduate from a upgrade-level university.