preface

I believe that many people dream of being a scientist when they are young, but now think about how silly they were, they find that these are not options. Like taking an examination of Tsinghua university or Peking University, at the beginning of the tangle of death, the results found that they are just ordinary people, living an ordinary life, with a look at the end of the class.

Now I think the most powerless thing about growing up is the process of constantly accepting oneself as an ordinary person. When I was young, I thought I was Altman, who could save the earth and dream of heroes. Now I feel that those are too far away and I am just an ordinary nobody.

If tell yourself, if this life is destined to be ordinary, is to choose to continue to be ordinary, or choose to work hard.

Accept their ordinary, accept their ordinary, this is not terrible, terrible is not to fight for their own ideas, do not become parents to rely on, do not become their own backer.

“We are all in the gutter,” Oscar Wilde said in Deep, “but some of us are still looking at the stars.”

With only a few days to go until June 18, my birthday and my 27th birthday, it’s time to gather your thoughts and reflect on the past.

The following may be a little depressed, some negative energy, non-combatant please evacuate quickly.

Review the past

learning

When I was in college, I most looked down on those who studied every day, went to the library, played with their mobile phones and slept. They thought they should study hard when they were studying, and play at ease when they were playing. They should not think about play when they were studying, because they could not learn anything.

Isn’t it funny that I’m this guy now?

In recent years, there has been a phrase that has become very popular. It is called “pretending to work hard”. I feel that someone must be watching me because I succeed in every one of them.

Tonight I want to go back to study early and be a self-disciplined person. But when I got back, it was already 7 or 8 o ‘clock. When I got home, I lost my bag and wanted to lie in bed.

This week I want to learn technology well, but I sleep until noon on Saturday, eat something at noon and watch variety shows in the afternoon. Generally, variety shows last for one or two hours. Then I swipe some videos and it will be 3 or 4 o ‘clock. Even if there is time to stay in front of the desk, open books or teaching videos, really put things into my mind, less than half an hour, more time is in a trance, play with the mobile phone, watch a few small videos, time passed.

If anyone thinks it’s funny that I’m describing it this way. But that’s where I am, literally.

As a technical type of work, new technologies and new frameworks emerge in an endless stream, and not learning means that they may be replaced. Usually also have to see the big guy’s blog, video and so on, but every time just to see and see, see again may remember, but after a few days can not remember. I feel that I am very good at learning during the commuting time, but the knowledge is not in my head and not recorded. After all, it is not my own. Every time I saw a technology, I thought it was awesome and wanted to learn, so I began to try my best to find materials, videos and books. After finding them, I thought I could learn them after watching them for a few days, but I was not good at learning all things.

work

Now the company’s work pressure is not much, can leave work on time every day, it can be said that life is very comfortable.

But every day to deal with customers, who call someone else is the father of party A, such as going to work is true mentality. I used to think it was a joke, which is so terrible, but with the longer work time, the more I can understand this mentality. This is not because the work pressure is big, the demand is not finished, the technology is not used, the need to work overtime every day to fix, but the heart tired. At the same time, the technology and framework selected by the company are not new, which will have a certain impact on personal career.

Siege says that those who surround the city want to escape, and those outside want to rush in.

life

In the three years since graduation, my weight has skyrocketed, but fortunately it is under control. It is time to pick up the fitness, usually is a lot of fitness video collection, watch a variety of bloggers to speak about some fitness precautions, dietary collocation. See some other people figure full eye envy, immediately hit chicken blood same, want to make a change, but just temporarily brain heat. “Collecting is equal to exercise” this idea is too deep, favorites are to accumulate dust.

I didn’t go out for travel this year, leading to a dull and lifeless life. I think I should give myself a reward. When I try to finish something, I want to have time to relax myself.

There are too high professional barriers in our ordinary work, and people around us are all in the same industry. You find yourself unable to do anything but work. Now the market economy is very popular, but I find that I am not good at site selection, product selection and communication with people.

Looking to the future

learning

Have a plan, not a full day. I am an ordinary person, so I should do as many things as I can. I should not set goals for myself blindly. It is meaningless to set a goal that I can’t stick to for a long time. It is more important to live and accumulate.

Learning is not to see what others learn, you have to learn what, want to have their own planning, otherwise a year may pass, or the same as now.

life

Be fun, happy, and active. Let’s put some gas together.