Since I started to write the article record in 2020, I have always had the idea of writing the year-end summary, but I have been putting it off and planning to write it in the last day or two of work. As a result, I have been putting it off until today. On the last day of the lunar calendar in 2020, when my parents are busy with the New Year’s dinner, LET me review my 2020, as a farewell to my 2020, haha ~
2020 is really a very special year, the year has not yet opened is the epidemic, make people panic, it is the first time FOR me to spend the Spring Festival in Guangzhou, fortunately, although I did not go back to my hometown, but the whole family together for the Spring Festival, it is also a reunion. However, this year because of the epidemic outside the second year, it is a pity that my sister in the hometown reading can not be reunited with us, not to accommodate the soul of his hometown, the body can not be placed in his hometown, from then on there will be wandering, have a distance…
Due to the epidemic, the company responded to the national call for its employees to work at home, which also made me feel that I had not had such a long vacation and had not been with my family for such a long time since I graduated and worked. Although I could not go out, I had three meals a day and had nothing to worry about.
Around March, except for Wuhan, the epidemic was basically under control. I also went back to Shenzhen. According to the company’s regulations, I had to stay at home and work in isolation for a week after returning to Shenzhen. Although after back to shenzhen, shenzhen outbreak is not as serious as elsewhere, but, I was upset, because there’s no place to eat after I came back to shenzhen, because the place where I live is remote, hotel take-away didn’t open the door, eat noodles, rice porridge is a week fermented bean curd, salted duck eggs while supermarket what normal business, but I don’t have cooking tools, In fact, summed up a word is lazy, but also a personal life what things are more will do. Maybe it would be different if I had a girlfriend or something, maybe
After returning to the company, I went to work as usual. The difference was that many people took rice with them. Those who did not take rice could only order take-out food. Because there are team colleagues left years ago, and have difficulty, in March and April work basically just me and the team leader, I half a dozen activities about two months, basically do not have the time of fishing, but unfortunately, team leader should also left in May, the new recruit people also came only a week or two, a lot of things can’t get started, It can be said that I was the only fighting force in the front end team, and I was just a newcomer in less than half a year, and I had not touched many things, leaving a lot of stalls on me. May can be a tough month, when everything about the front end of the company is going to be hard on me, and there are a lot of other things to do every day besides development. In the following six months, the company also recruited front-end partners one after another, and was on the right track. At that time, I began to write articles.
Like to write this article summary before, I’ve always wanted to write diary, but always drag, want to build a blog yourself from zero, then thinking changed, actually writing articles is to own work record life learning, feel life is not easy, feeling quite a lot, need to take these dribs and drabs stay just by using the method of text, Therefore, I chose the two platforms of “Jane Book” and “Digging Gold” to start my first writing resolutely. This year, I have written a total of 14 article notes and more than 10,000 words. Although not much, it is important to start
Apart from work, there are not too many surprises and accidents in my life today. I attended a friend’s wedding in May this year. The rest of the time is just as normal and without any waves. There is a feeling, increases with age, especially in recent years, each time the video mentioned marriage to buy a house, parents will sure enough time will push, haha ~ in fact, how to say, when my colleagues around you are not married, don’t worry, but suddenly one day find your colleagues friends are married or find a girlfriend, At this time there is a particularly strong sense of loneliness, you are no longer a child, the burden of responsibility slowly increased. Sometimes I think, where is the meaning of this life, we are under the rules of the old man of time step by step through this life. In fact, I also look forward to sweet love, there will be someone I like, but in love, I am a coward, have no courage since childhood, when I meet the person I like, I will only put it in my heart, suppress emotion, fear of rejection, fear of embarrassment, and finally continue to miss. If I can have the courage to express my love to the person I like in 2021, I think I will be very happy. If I am rejected, I think I will be a little upset
And the biggest change is to finance this year, as the saying goes “you don’t money, money ignore you”, pays attention to the fund and by the end of the investment this year started coming fast 20 W, although before also bought a little, but some are money funds or debt, although the income is stable, but the income is too little, in general is too little, the principal for position is too low. This year, by the end of the Gregorian calendar, my total income will be 15%, close to 2.5W. Generally speaking, it is not bad, not as much as others, but I also understand the truth of financial management. Bought the fund for a year to feel a lot to me, the capacity to bear in the heart also became stronger ha ha, before dozens of dollars will be happy or uncomfortable, now up and down three or four thousand, the heart without waves, because there is a good saying, as long as you do not sell that you do not lose, ha ha ~
Through buying funds, I really feel that I am greedy. The initial goal is to sell when the yield reaches 20, and then after 20, I want to sell 30. I keep increasing my limits, and finally the fall yield is less than 20. Or that sentence said classic, will buy is the apprentice, will sell is the master. It’s easier to stop a loss than to stop a gain
I have been in Shenzhen for more than three years, but I still don’t like this city. Moreover, I feel more and more lonely, especially when I went to the store to buy instant noodles for several times at night, the boss would always ask “Do you eat instant noodles alone at night?” Every time at this time the heart is particularly not the taste, there are many many other things, the body is more and more unhealthy, began to play basketball every week, more and more aware of the importance of physical health. The skills and knowledge felt lagging behind, but also bought a lot of courses. Anyway, there are too many trivial things…
Finally, I hope that in 2021, I will be healthy, work smoothly, and the fund will increase. Most importantly, I hope I can find my partner for the rest of my life as soon as possible!
Stars don’t ask passers-by, time comes to him who waits